A beautiful mess!

 

Perfection they see her as

But she knows she is far from it in her eyes

She has it all under control and many are proud of what she has become

And some others still want more, thinking they know what’s best for her soul

She lays there not worrying much, knowing her soul has a perfect match

 

mess!

She tries to take it easy but the people in her life drive her crazy

She never stops believing but still searching

All she wants to do is create, preparing for the day that she will be great

People always tell her she is beautiful but she knows she is a beautiful mess

A work in progress….

 

She might be scared to let anyone get close

She tried it once or twice but it took her no place else

She rather spends time on her own trying to make sense of things

Trying to understand more about others

What a perfect beautiful mess she is!

 

…..to be continued!

 

My security blanket!

My Security blanket!

Where there is love
I know I’m home
It’s my comfort zone
That’s where I belong
Cos’ it lets me be and nothing more
If you have it, you’re blessed
Cos’ it surpasses all the other things that are cursed

You see God takes away what you don’t need
So don’t take heart if you lose what you thought you needed
Cos he doesn’t want you to unnecessarily bleed
If you want to be the light
You have to resist the heatsecurity blanket

Just because you see it, it don’t mean you have to believe it
Just cos you believe it, it don’t mean you see it

Don’t depend on another human being
Don’t think for a second they will take you to the promised land
Make sure you bow to your only God
Don’t be scared, do what you think is right
I am a human being! Nothing human can be alien to me, Dr Maya said

You can’t fight one battle and be crowned the fighter of the year
Nor will you get the belt made of a lion skin
You can’t lose a battle and be labelled as the loser of the century either
So keep doing what you do and ball
Sometimes you’re going to fall
Its up to you if you want to keep the dust and let it stay all
Or bring it up, dust it off and keep moving on!
Yes! life is going to hurt you, but if you have love, it surpasses it all!

My precious heart!

I decided to listen to my heart

Listen to it’s rhythm, be the friend it never had

Follow the beats, even when I knew they’d disappoint

But I learned my heart knows something I don’t

It will take me places I never dreamt of

It will let me meet souls that I didn’t even think of

All part of the learning process

Can’t even be estimated- it’s all priceless

My heart knows something that I don’t

It’s beyond blessed

It’s beyond loved

Don’t fight it, cos’ it won’t be defeated!!

 

 

I still got it!

 

You looked deep in the heart of your hearts

You searched your deep oceans

It was a dream- for anything you could’ve asked

 

You prayed for me

You Begged God for me

As if there was something wrong with me

You could’ve wished the world for me

You could’ve asked God to bless me

With your gentle words you could’ve caressed me

 

You could’ve given me hope and showed your support

Instead- You decided to tell me, my life is all wrong

What you found, in your eyes was something petty and valueless

You- at least I had high hopes for

But you gave up on me way before

Disappointed? Much

Will I live without your support?- without a doubt!