Beautiful Mess 2!

….Continued

 

She keeps things to herself but sometimes she thinks out loud!

All she wants is to be loved, the pure kind

She wants a real connection

But at times wonders if she is really connected

She knows she is always blessed and takes nothing for granted

 

A beautiful mess!

Could it be she is running from responsibilities?

Afraid she might disappoint her loved ones including herself

Only because she’s done just that for as long as she remembers

But she’s had enough of them, done everything by the rules

At times she wants to be serious but hates the smell of seriousness

Still searching for the right balance

looking for some guidance

 

She doesn’t need an arm to protect her

Cos to begin with, she won’t let anyone close to hurt her

She wants to break free and wants to end all the mockery

This is her story

 

……to be continued

 

 

 

A beautiful mess!

 

Perfection they see her as

But she knows she is far from it in her eyes

She has it all under control and many are proud of what she has become

And some others still want more, thinking they know what’s best for her soul

She lays there not worrying much, knowing her soul has a perfect match

 

mess!

She tries to take it easy but the people in her life drive her crazy

She never stops believing but still searching

All she wants to do is create, preparing for the day that she will be great

People always tell her she is beautiful but she knows she is a beautiful mess

A work in progress….

 

She might be scared to let anyone get close

She tried it once or twice but it took her no place else

She rather spends time on her own trying to make sense of things

Trying to understand more about others

What a perfect beautiful mess she is!

 

…..to be continued!