Often she finds herself justifying her actions
No one will ever know- her secrets all hidden in the deepest oceans
She is never desperate, she knows what she wants
She is very fortunate!
Knowing the universe’s got her back, she smiles
She wants to wear a makeup and dance
Not for the boys but for herself, feeling like a million dollar helps
It makes her feel special- it makes her feel wanted and loved
What she wants to be- FLAWLESS!
She knows she can never be, but also glad to be herself
But she also knows
…….what a beautiful mess this is!
She has dreams and not just ordinary ones
She despises being realistic
She whispers to herself, I’m gonna be alright!
I’m destined to be big- this is it!
But at times she gets scared and feels she might not handle it
Fear she says….fear she says
I’m not scared of being afraid- not scared of facing it!
Lately that’s all she seems to be thinking of
She knows she can’t content everyone on this planet
And she’s finally made peace with it
Can’t you see she is so beautiful but also messyful
….to be continued