I decided to listen to my heart
Listen to it’s rhythm, be the friend it never had
Follow the beats, even when I knew they’d disappoint
But I learned my heart knows something I don’t
It will take me places I never dreamt of
It will let me meet souls that I didn’t even think of
All part of the learning process
Can’t even be estimated- it’s all priceless
My heart knows something that I don’t
It’s beyond blessed
It’s beyond loved
Don’t fight it, cos’ it won’t be defeated!!
She keeps things to herself but sometimes she thinks out loud!
All she wants is to be loved, the pure kind
She wants a real connection
But at times wonders if she is really connected
She knows she is always blessed and takes nothing for granted
A beautiful mess!
Could it be she is running from responsibilities?
Afraid she might disappoint her loved ones including herself
Only because she’s done just that for as long as she remembers
But she’s had enough of them, done everything by the rules
At times she wants to be serious but hates the smell of seriousness
Still searching for the right balance
looking for some guidance
She doesn’t need an arm to protect her
Cos to begin with, she won’t let anyone close to hurt her
She wants to break free and wants to end all the mockery
This is her story
……to be continued